exam fever again!

assalammualaikum peeps!
so,, ayat femes tiap kali post entry adelah,, "lame dah x update blog, smpai berabuk agaknye",, yeah,, that's me lah kan.. maklumlah, "rajin" sgt hapdate. kalau jual baju tu org kate dah lingkup dah ooi kak ton! hehe..

anyway, i'm in my second semester study week. 1st day actually.. nothing much to say.. yep as usual,, tons of notes to be carry around, to be digest as fast as I could. huhu... hopefully revision class that will be held next week gonna help me a lot. at least give us a bit clue duhai profs and drs! huhu,, secare ringkasnye, perjalanan sem2 was not too smooth as all the PT result was about turun naik turun naik. org lain ber star2 A, kau dpt C. org lain teruk kau pulak A.. ape nak jadik jah.. huhu.. anyway it's all given by Him, Allah S.W.T and aq sgt2 bersyukur setakat ni no failed. hopefully not in future too.

ckp psl result sem lepas,, it was really2 a big bless from Allah. Alhamdulillah I got an A. it was a great moment, rase tgn sejuk, shaking, mulut x bole cover senyum manjang. gembire rasenye dpt bagi kebanggaan n joyful to abah and emak. lg pon all those thing I did just for them too.. anyway, rasenye dpt A sem 1 tu kire dah lepas kempunan lah kan. for this sem and the next's, tougher n harder is compulsary,, so a PASS is just enough n memuaskan hati. but doesn't mean thatI will not try my best kan. I will.. klu dpt lagi, alhamdulillah,, rezeki, n berkat doa mak abah.. huhu...

hmmm,, sem 2 will be end about 2weeks and plus only, so after that cuti sebulan!!! yay!! hehe,, dah lame x cuti longer than 2 weeks you know.. huhu.. and pray for my sister which is schedule to 'beranak' due on the early of syawal. mmg x raya la hang ooi.. and this is my chance actually to learn how to handle a baby. dah janji nak tolong dah pun. well,, dah 20 lah kan.. kot2 la 4-5 tahun lagi jodoh sampai.. uhuks!!

akhir kate, doakan my study berjalan dgn lancar nye,, dpt digest semue clearly, jwab final peacefully and got a flying marks! insyaAllah.. pray for me friends.. :) "permudahkan dan berkatilah aku Ya Allah!"
and then,, Assalammualaikum readers.. :)

p/s: "all the hints that you give me, I acknowledge it very well, man.. it's just not the right time for the right action. don't really expect any responds from me. but that doesn't mean that I didn't get what u're trying to tell me. just pray for 'that' right moment. as now, jaga hati, jaga iman, leave it to Allah.. He will protect us if 'this' is true.. :)"

sem 1 ends!

assalammualaikum semue!

wewewewee~~
eh,, kenape suke sgt nih? upe2nye sem 1 dah habes, and sekarang ni dalam zon cuti sem! hehe..
Alhamdulillah sgt2, berjaye jugak menghabiskan perit jerih sem 1,, ye,, baru sem 1,, ade lagi 9 SEM!!
and anyway thnx to Allah yang sentiase mengurniekn ketabahan dalam diri ini untuk terus tegar meneruskan perjalanan yang berliku nih,,
pada family and frens yg bnyak membantu juge!

eceh2, kate2 mcm dah habes sepuluh sem, ><
tapi mmg truly bersyukur, even result belum keluar, tapi lege tu Allah je yg tau..
hopefully result memuaskan, and LULUS! aminn..
bak kate Dr.Norizal, in medicine, its all about survive!
hmm,, I will try hard to survive, of course..

harapan sem2, semoge dipermudahkan lagi perjalanan,, smooth seperti sem1, and mencapai lebih byk kecemerlangan,, insyaAllah.. :)

ingat nak cite perjalanan sem1, tapi mcm panjang sgt jeh.. haha..
so, cuti sem? duk umah je kot.. (pandang ke atas tangan di bahu..) harhar..

ok, guess,, that's all from me,, and b4 tu nak promote something..
hehehe,, this is the new site for online shopping,, it's own by my bestfriend, the cutest friend eva, miss Shahirah Raiyan! hehe,, menurutnye,, this is the site to buy 50' and 60' punye tudung, and banyak baju2 muslimah yang comey2! hehe,, ini link nye ---> Hijab ar-durrah
better check it out ok??
tahniah ye yan,, I'll support you as far as I can.. :)

ok thats all, salam..
*Ya Allah, kau teguhkan iman aku Ya Allah,, walau sebesar mane dugaan kau turunkan pade aku.. :')*

Dugaan..

assalamualaikum,,

gonna be a very short entry,,
just want to say that I feel so terrible right now,
maybe cuz of the final exam which is around the corner,
my study week which shortened,
have to go camping BTN after the final,
and, I got irritation in my BOTH eyes! kind of inflammation and it's hurts,
this is just not the right time,
I got abundance of notes to discover in this 1 week left before the final,
abah kate kurang2kan membace,, but HOW can I?
huhu,,
but, gratefully, Allah still love, He give me dugaan,,
am I right?
be patient Norsuhada Norden,
be patient...
may I am able to go through all those things before my holiday.. :)


*sakit itu penghapus dose*
salam,
sincere me, suhada...

the new me

Bismillahirrohmanirrohim....

assalamualaikum pembuke bicare.. cewah...

rase2nye dah bekurun2 x tulis kat blog ni sejak masuk uni. senang cite after masuk uni......ni mmg 1st aq tulis balik blog,, huhu,,

how's my medical life??
soklan tu sgt2 takut utk dicakap.. hua,, sgt2 pack. dulu kat matriks senior selalu ckap, "kat matriks tu mmg la pack, nnt kat uni relax je, kelas selang2.. anytime bole balik.."
sesungguhnye, kate2 itu amat la jauh berbeze dgn dunie ku kini,, schedule 8 am to 5 pm, or even 6 pm,, kdg2 tu boleh 5 lecture in one day and the content x payah mention pun boleh byg.

tapi kan, bile fikir2 balik, this is my own choice, so,, just go through with it. and Allah dah letak aq dlm medic ni, means terSGT2 besar la amanah yg Allah bgi dkt hambe dye yg lemah ni.. :)

yes, one more thing,, AMANAH....
dekat uni ni, even baru bape bulan kat sini, dah banyaaak sgt ceramah2 agame yg di anjurkan and alhamdulillah aq dikurniekan kudrat utk menghadiri semue kuliah2 agame tu,,
berbalik pade tajuk entry ni kan, kenape the new me? Alhamdulillah,, aq dpt rase aq dah berubah perlahan lahan menjadi makhluk Allah yg lebih baik. bukan nak meninggi diri, tapi mmg tu kebenaran yg aq dpt rasekan.. semue program2 agame dpt bukak mate aq, and and change several of my old perception b4 masuk cni.. contoh,,, aq baru sedar Couple Itu Haram! yes, thats it! dan sekarang aq ade pendirian yg aq xkan bawak diri aq masuk dlm kancah sebegitu rupe.. semue tu dose.. bape byk dose aq dah buat b4 ni,, aq just percaye yg Allah dah aturkan semuenye yg terbaek untuk aq,, satu hr nnt pasti Allah akan hantar seseorang yg dpt bimbing aq, how sweet Allah right? :) but aq still open minded, kalau member2 aq kapel aq xde la pandang serong ke ape,, huhu... don't judge a book by it's cover kan.. (eh, ade relation ke?)

second thing,, KOREA... haha,, mmg masalah besar.. aq mmg a big fan of 2PM.. selok belok 2PM, celah kiri kanan dyorng sume aq tau, lagu dyorng sume aku tau.. but then,, ustaz ckap, dyorng Islam ke?? "taak" kamu minat2 sgt meka tu, nnt nak ke kat akhirat bangun same2 ngan dyorng? "tak naak"
peh!!! mase tu mmg sentap tahap gaban la kan,, *maaf ayat kasar* ..... errr,, so,, aq dah berjaye kurangkan 2PM aku,, aq still tgok video dyorng, tapi sgt jarang and dah x se feeling kalau mcm dulu lagi.. lagu pon, ha,, dah lame x dgr lagu dyorng, cuti nnt la dgr.. haha.

one more thing, hari tu, aq mimpi, nyawe aq ditarik,, funny thing is aq boleh tau yg aq akan mati, so aq pegi ckp dekat semue ahli family,, seeing my parents, kakak n abang menangis berie2, aq jadik sebak sgt2, n dlm mimpi tu, aq sgt2 takut nk mati sebb x banyak amalan bekalan akhirat aq.. aq rase tu peringatan  dari Allah.. means that, Alhamdulillah Allah masih syg dkat aq, dye x nak aq hanyut jauh2,, lagi sekali sweet kan Allah? :D so,, better muslimah insyaAllah after this.. doakan aq ye.. huhu..

hmm,, hari ni officially my study week bermule,, tapi hr ni rase nk relax dlu sbb baru test tadi. huhu.. esok pon nak berangkat ke jb sebab ahad ni majlis resepsi akak kan.. so I guess that's all from me.. x tau bile lagi dapat tulis dlm blog ni,, cuti sem nnt kot,, InsyaAllah..

#ingat Allah sentiase, Allah akan ingat kite dan dgr sume doa kite..
:D
sincere me... suhada
salam..

Thank You!

Bismillahirrohmanirrohim…

Salam sebagai permule kate,, hua, lame betul x tulis kat blog ni.. dulu yek2 oo je kate nk tulis tu la, ni la, tapi hampeh je.. haha..  so tinggal baki sehari je lagi sebelum memulekan hidup sebagai seorang siswi di UiTM. Sabtu ni, aq akan daftar di UiTM Shah Alam, kemudian menjalani  orientasi kat situ lebih kurang seminggu, then aq akan dipindahkan ke UiTM kampus hospital sungai buloh. Semoge semuenye berjalan lancar,, hakikatnye, beg mmg belum habis packing,, hoho..

Sebenannye tujuan sebena entry ni  sbb aq nak tgglkan pesanan sblum pegi.. hua, pesanan la sgt, not pesanan kot, more to my last speech la kan. Alhamdulillah sgt2 aq dpt kos yg menjadi idaman aq selame ni, doktor perubatan.  Sarjana perubatan dan pembedahan or in english bachelor of medical and surgery,MBBS,, (oh my English!) hoho, x masal kan.

First of all, aq sgt2 besyukur ke hadrat Ilahi coz doa aq sejak darjah 6 hampir tercapai dgn aq dtwarkan kos trsebut. Then my greatest thanks ofkos to my parents, mak abah yang dh byak sgt support aq sejak dulu lg, ye lah, anak sendiri kan, x penah jemu mendoakan anak2 mereke yg hanye 3 ketul ni.. then, I would like to thnx too to my sister yg dh baaaanyaaak sgt tlong aq selame ni, n support from her tht I’ll never forget lah kan. Not forgotten my luvly brother, sokongan anda amat dihargai abangku seorang! J  seterusnye, ucapan terime kasih sudah pasti ditujukan kdp semue gerangan guru yg penah mengajar aq selame ni, baik tadika kemas jebat, sk taman skudai baru, sek agm skudai baru, smk damai jaya n also kolej matrikulasi johor. Terime kasih bebanyak atas jase2 guru2 or lect2 yg sudi mengajar dgn penuh dedikasi smpai aq berjaye melangkah ke tahap ini dan juge atas kate2 support yg diberikan kepadeku.

Selain tu, ucpan terime ksh jg dihulurkan kpade member2 semue. Korang x pernah mmpermainkan cite2 aq, n korng support dgn spnuh hati. Korang selalu pggl aq Dr. Sue, n aq rase tu la salah satu sumber doa yg membolehkan cite2 aq hmpir tercapai skrang ni. Huhu,, syg korang ketat2, aq janji xkan lupekan korang walau sejauh mane langkah aq pegi. insyaAllah..

Finally, big thnx lah pd sape2 je yg mengenali diri ini.. aq janji akan buat yg terbaik di menare gading kelak. Smoge kte semue tabah dlm menghadapi dugaan dan berjaye menggenggam  kejayaan.. InsyaAllah dengan izin Allah yg maha Esa. Sekian saje utk kali ni, lain kali dah masuk U more entry will be post, InsyaAllah.. hua,, not promise act.. and sory klu ade pape kslahan pade entry ini..

Aligato’ and salam….